Seems I'm Staying As the Others Cross Finish Lines

As a cheesy line from the 80's - this song explains where I am right now:

Once alone and too afraid
Of strangers knocking my door
And well, you came in
I knew you'd win
But I was sitting on the front porch, swinging
And waiting

I tried walking with you in mind
But looking down I saw my feet were tied
Got to thinking how easy it would be
Within the fear and chains being a part of me
And waiting

Always waiting
For my ride to pick me up
On my time
Seems I'm staying
As the others cross finish lines
I could break with the day
I could set in to speed
But to tell you the truth, I'm always waiting
Always waiting

Caged in with a beautiful view
And I was waiting for the night
When I could soar with you
But when you pick me up, release me to fly
I found that I could not always try
And waiting

Always waiting
For my ride to pick me up
On my time
Seems I'm staying
As the others cross finish lines
I could break with the day
I could set in to speed
But to tell you the truth, I'm always waiting
Always waiting

(Don't want it back...)
(I don't want it back)

Always waiting
For my ride
Please pick me up tonight
I can't stay here
I know I can see my finish lines
So I'll break with the day
And I'll set in to speed
Are you driving away?
Are you driving to me?
To tell you the truth, I'm always waiting
Always

All we did was find our wings
Always
All I can do is drive away
Always...

~Mae, Waiting

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