1.04.2010
Music I Found this Year that I want to Pass On
1.01.2010
New
There's nothing mystical about Jan 1st. We could actually go on a diet or learn to be nicer to people any day of the year! So why wait until this one day? And then, we never fail to complete these resolutions, right? Yet each year, we make more promises... So, why do we do this?
I think I know why. We want a fresh start. We've messed up somehow this past year, so its time to start things right. Not only do we want a fresh start, but we want a good one, a perfect one. We don't want to 'sort of' stop drinking pop, but we want to do it perfectly, completely.
So, why do we have this desire to obtain a perfect, fresh start?
"Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creature; the old things passed away; behold, new things have come." (2 Cor. 5:17)
"He opened a new and living way for us through the curtain, that is, through his flesh" (Heb. 10:20)
Starting the new year with new resolutions reflects our desire to become a new (and later perfect) creation. And, becoming new doesn't have to happen only one day a year, but continues everyday!
"For you have delivered my soul from death,
Indeed my feet from stumbling,
So that I may walk before God
In the light of the living." (Ps. 56:13)
Bryce
12.31.2009
Christmas 2009
11.04.2009
Bryce v. The Draining Battery
Come children, and let me tell you the tale
Of the battery that was not all well.
Instead of purring, like a small kitten
Bryce’s car started like a dog, bitten;
For, under the hood, there lived a small beast;
Upon the battery, he loved to feast.
For many weeks, Bryce went out with cables,
But each time, returned fazed and unable.
He called on his prudent, parental allies,
To help him escape a certain demise.
With new unknown ideas, fresh in his head,
He thought and concentrated, then went to bed.
He came out early the very next morn’
And readied for battle, his mind reformed.
But as he approached the fiend’s lair,
His heart turned to stone, to his great despair
The monster had taken control of the locks,
And hidden himself down under the shocks!
Defeated again, Bryce left in a race,
And hurried toward home, to solve his case.
Finally, he sought out wise man Google;
Who he knew, rightly, to be no such fool.
“You must seek Expert Auto Electric
If you wish for your car again to tick.”
So, Bryce went and found this very strange place,
Who knew of some with a similar case.
Carlos, the leader, came out with his tools,
But the coward beast thought all of them fools.
Still, Carlos came at it, all full of smarts,
And he wounded the beast into two parts!
Seeing defeat, right now before its eyes,
The beast hid deeper, down in the dark lines.
Again came Carlos, with pliers in twos,
Checking each and every single fuse.
The beast was found among the power-locks,
But croaked quickly upon Carlos’ knock.
Therefore, the battery-beast being slain,
Bryce leaped in the air, but only in vain.
For brave Carlos, having destroyed the beast,
Now wanted his money, for fine treats.
So Bryce paid up, ecstatic with cheer,
Since the beast was gone meant nothing to fear.
10.31.2009
So, What’s Going on Now?
Right now, we are in the midst of Robinson Crusoe. The book makes people pretty polarized – and I’m on the side that loves it. Most of what I love is how Defoe writes. He wrote when English was used properly, and doesn’t go easy on the reader with his long, complex sentences. Still, I love it.
“If ever you come near I'll hold up high a mirror,
Lord, I could never show you anything as beautiful as You”
“what good is each good thing we think we do?”
“Shadow am I!
Like a suspicion that's never confirmed
But it's never denied.
Wolf am I,
no, "shadow" - I think - is better
cause I'm not something - more like the absence of something -
So SHADOW AM I!”
“you're a door-without-a-key, a field-without-a-fence
you made a holy fool of me and I've thanked you ever since.
…
but if I'm a crown without a king, if I'm a broken open seed
if I come without a thing, then I come with all I need
no boat out in the blue, no place to rest your head,
the trap I set for you seems to have caught my leg instead!
I do not exist
Only You exist”
Those last words have been on my mind a ton during the forge. I do not exist, only You exist.
The Covenant
Okay, so, the Covenant is a major part of the Forge. As a group, of 24 guys and girls, we had to come up with rules regarding how we will relate to different topics such as media, the outside world, alcohol, etc. All of the rules we created were not because these things are inherently bad, but we chose to not partake in a lot of things so that we could focus on each other as well as other important things while we are in the Forge. This being said, you should know some things that I won’t be doing along with my Forge class until May 1. We decided to only listen to not watch any television, not watch any movies, only listen to christian music, not drink alcohol or smoke tobacco, not do any Forge work on Sundays, and not date each other or resident staff. Again, none of these things are bad, but for each one we have a specific reason. For instance, we are not only choosing to not watch TV to rid ourselves of distractions, but we also decided to challenge one another by forcing us to change how we relate to our families, and friends when we go home. Trust me, we’ve had hours of discussion about each of these topics.
That being said, we’ve been ‘practicing’ the covenant for two weeks now. It was hard at first, but now it’s easy to follow. It was tough when I went home, but I looked at it as a challenge. I think I was able to communicate with my family much better by not watching TV.
So, yeah… that’s the covenant.
The First Two Months Real Fast!
- · First two weeks – introductory; lots of getting to know names; ropes training*
- · Began Covenant meetings (see next post).
- · Knocked over a huge, dead tree… found baby squirrels living there… [bad times]
- · Started P2 in the mornings… [soreness]
- · Started classes.
- · Began reading Life Together.
- · We went somewhere.
- · More classes, more assignments.
- · Finished Life Together.
- · I’ve worked 4 weekends so far – 1 conference, 3 retreats [tons of fun!]
- · Went home this weekend for med school interview at MU!
- · Visited Rolla for about 3 hours after said med school interview.
- · Finished Covenant. (see next post)
- Yeah, that pretty much covers it.
- *NOTE: I hate heights, but ropes training mitigated a lot of that fear. Did you know a zip tether’s breaking strength was around 10,000 pounds?